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2004-03-21 - 6:45 a.m.

She called, I was already awake. I got into the shower I wore a dress. Hey it was a cool dress, it is a cool dress. Not fancy very casual, army green, a bit army style i suppose, above the knee...but anyway. I picked up the room but ended up leaving a mess. I packed a bag and headed out. I was there about two hours early, I walked up and down checked the boards waited for her flight. I went to the potty twenty times. I was a bit nervous. An hour passed, then half an hour. I started to get butterflies. Then I saw on the boards her flight landed. I looked for her. People flooded into the baggage claim area. I walked all up and down, didn't see her. I started to get a little more nervous. I decided to wait by her baggage claim area. I watched people come down the escalator. Then I saw her. Bandana, black "dressy" type jacket, and backpack covered with buttons. I had this huge smile on my face. She spotted me standing there at the bottom, she shyfully waved, little smile, then I gave her a huge hug. It felt so good to have her in my arms. We got her bag, she told me about her flight, I rested my head on her shoulders at some point. It was so great.

We took a taxi to the Omni Hotel, she got us a room there.We flirted in the back seat as the driver continued to get in the conversation. We checked in to our fancy pants hotel, she started jumping all over the bed, it was soo cute. Then she called me over to her, and she kissed me. OMG that was the best feeling ever! She gave me some gifts that she had for my christmas visit. Socks, a cd, a necklace, an octopus, and other stuff that I can't remember, oohh earrings and so on and so forth. We had a great time there. Ordered some room service, did some exploring, some connecting, some napping. It was awesome to wake up next to her that morning. Well she woke me up, nibbling my ear saying "you are real" hehe exactly what i was thinking. She was soo tired, she had been up for almost two days. Then I brought here to the dorms. We were suppose to meet my friends for lunch but they never showed up. We had dinner and I took her around the drag, went for some coffee and a stop at this really cool toy store they have here. We came back and had fun getting to "know" each other better. I was loving every second of it. We spent a lot of time in bed though. That was awesome...only she wakes up really early.

Friday we went to the mall and did some minor shopping. Went to an awesome store, and then Blanca called to say she was there so we went back to the dorms to meet her. It was great. Blanca digs her she thinks she quite nice. We hung out with them that nite, went to sixth street to try to catch a show, but no dice. We came back with blanc and the gang and had some pizza watched the school of rock and kris and I had some overnite fun of our own. Wow, kisses, spooning, hugging, loving, and making love. How incredible is she. I loved her being here so much. So much has gone on in the past week, then ever in my life.

She's gone now. We got her a taxi and she drove off at around fivish i think. I was taking it really hard. I could stop crying when we were talking before. I didn't want her to go. She was so strong. At some point I pushed her away because I thought it would be easier to let her go home but that was just harder. Then I think I just lost my persona cause at some point I couldn't feel anything. I could speak, I couldn't understand. I was lost. It was so wrong to push her away.

She's the most amazing woman ever. She spoiled me rotten here. She left me her orange athens t-shirt and some lotion of hers. I can smell her still I can feel her blowing on my ear. I can feel her jumping on my bed and sitting behind me here with her legs on mine. I can feel her kiss, her passion, her dreams. I am reminded of her everywhereI look. She's all around me. But i want her really here. I had such a great time with her. I love her so dearly. She called me earlier to tell me she made it to the airport. Her flight doesn't leave till about seven a.m I think. I can't wait to see her again. I already miss her. I want her here so bad. I was sooo sad. I feel a bit better after writing.

She's my everything and she made all my dreams, fantasies and passion real this passed week. I'm so glad she faced her fear of flight to be here with me. I'm so lucky to have her in my life. There's so much more to write but it might be a little to private to type and well I"m seeing double of everything cause I"m tired. I want to stop thinking about stuff so I"m going to take a nap. My roomates are coming home today. I must go now....oi

-missing my baby

ps hey sugar bean!! I love you soo much! Thank you for coming down. I hope you had as great a time as I did...I cant wait for april!! I miss you soo much already. Thank you for everything baby, not for stuff you bought me but for being my rock when I needed you yo be the most. That's very dear to me. I love you ooodles!!

 

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WoWzA!!!!! I cant wait for forever baby! you are so beautiful....I love you oodles!