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2004-02-11 - 3:22 a.m. I can't sleep..grrr I want to sleep,I want to dream, I want her arms wrapped around me. I want to feel the warmth of her body against my skin. I don't care about anything else but her touch. Even a kiss on the cheek would make me glow, a hug would make me happier than ever. So close yet so far. I've been doing pretty good about not letting it get to me but its hard, its tough trying to stay strong all the time and I try to be so she won't worry about me and often times I am.I'm chatting with my friend Daniel since no one else is on...he can't sleep much either. I told him I was worried about my self image and the dumb "what if she's disgusted?" He was all "why" my cliche answer.."because I'm chunky" He was all "so... I'm sure she thinks you're beautiful" I was all ... "yeah she does" then he told me to shut up then lol... he said "don't even think about losing a pound you're beautiful the way you are, you know your girl won't care about how you look" I know that, I really do... I'M JUST A DORK! Well I can't wait for spring break lemme tell ya! hehe oh yeah i won a cd on ebay for thirty two cents lol so excited! *increase the peace*
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