2004-01-07 - 5:58 a.m.

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heheh you know who you are (psst its' you baby)

Well I hate saying bye it drives me nuts. but we had a good morning...and i slept well last nite first time in ages. Got invited to go to strip club. I've never been to one and i think it would be really fun but i'm not sure yet. I haven't been out much since i got here I guess i could go, but feels kinda weird cause i dunno if she would worry or feel uncomfortable... she said it was up to me but i dunno. Anywho. I miss talking to her on the phone... i really want to hear her laugh and her smile and just her voice.

I can't wait to go back to austin...kinda just let loose and stop being a kid...i'm sooo ready to go back to school too. I wanna knock it out of the park and do good in my classes. I also want to get more involved in community and extra curricular activities like i use to if i can find the time i really wanna do that.

Now when I get older I wanna have a baby girl with really red hair... I dunno I had a really strange dream about that... I wonder why??? hmmmmmm lol I know i know i'm a big nerd who' thinks about the future.

AAAAHHH I can't wait for summer!! Cause that's when i Know for sure for sure I can see Kris and spend all my time there hehe. I really really really really really really do hope she gets to come for spring though. man that would be fucking awesome! I would love it if she came whew *stays cool* gotta be cool.

ok gotta go wake up my bros they got's to get to school!! woohoo hehe ok hope your day is going good you know who you are hehehehe

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