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2003-12-20 - 1:54 a.m. I don't know...I believe I'm thinking too much, I'm on some kind of overload. I'm not sure if I upset her, or if I did something to annoy her or make her feel not wanted I'm not sure. She didn't say those words, it was just a goodnite. I hope I didn't upset her, but I probably did because well...I'm drea and that would just be my luck, to fuck things up, but I don't wanna do that. Things are great and I've never been so happy about being me and sharing it with someone special. I think I might be a bit crazy right now, probably going in way over my head with things. But like i said i'm on some kind of overload or something and it's driving me crazy cause I don't know what she's thinking and I can't talk to her cause well I'm hoping she's sleeping. *sigh* I don't know. Maybe I'm just a ditz and jumping to conclusions. I tend to do that and then again I tend to question...maybe not. AAAAAAHHH not knowing drives me insane. I have to wait seven hours or so. *shakes fists at self* ahhhhh! Grrrrr What if I did make her feel bad and she didn't tell me? Or maybe cause I couldn't hear her or maybe I'm just an idiot who's continuing to babble so the whole internet community can read! *shakes double fists at self*Alrighty then I'm going to stop making a fool of myself and go occupy my mind with something else if not i'll burst drea thoughts all over the place! *thinks, well isn't that the purpose of having the journal* OI! i'm a dork! okie dokie i'm off to go and read or something nerdy....that's what i'm good at...AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGG! i'm gone with the wind! *increase the peace*
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